Hey everyone! :) It’s finally the new year, but weirdly enough, it doesn’t feel as new as I thought it would. Maybe it’s because I’m so far from my family, and there's no one to celebrate with. You know, all the fun and excitement. My family usually has our annual New Year's barbecue, eating together with the whole extended family. Not everyone can make it, usually just 2-3 families, but it's always fun. I miss those moments so much.
Speaking of family time, my mom once told me that I’ve missed so many family gatherings. It made me sad, of course, but I’m working far from home with good intentions—to help my family financially.
1. Early Weeks of January 2025
Honestly, the early weeks of January felt like time was moving so slowly. It felt like I was stuck in January for months. Ever wonder why that happens? Some months fly by, and others feel like they last forever. That’s just life, I guess :). I didn't do much in early January, just some experiment work here and there. Next week and the week after, I won’t be in the lab as much because of the upcoming Chinese New Year holiday.
2. Chinese New Year Celebrations
Chinese New Year is happening on January 29th and 30th, and I think it’s an exciting celebration for all Malaysians. For the Chinese community, it’s time to celebrate their traditions, and for the rest of us, it’s a much-needed holiday! Who doesn’t love a break, right?
I was supposed to go back home, but as someone living far from home (a proud Borneon!), I’ve decided to save money instead. The ticket prices are crazy, usually around RM250+ one way, and going back just for a week doesn’t seem worth it. But sometimes, I wonder if money should really be the reason that holds me back from going home. My mom always says, "Money can be earned, just come home," and hearing that makes my heart ache.
3. Someone Special's Birthday
January 31st is also the birthday of someone really special to me! I’ve already prepared the gift and planned how we’ll celebrate it together. It’s a little nerve-wracking, but I’m super excited! I did spend quite a lot, but I don’t mind. He always spends more on me, and I believe money should never stop us from doing something nice for each other. If he can spoil me, I’m grateful. If not, that’s totally fine too, as long as we understand each other.
Okay, I think I’ve rambled enough here. I guess it’s because I don’t have anyone to talk to these days. I do feel lonely sometimes, but honestly, I kind of like it. It helps me heal and gives me peace. Of course, there are moments when I crave something different.
But hey, life is still good nonetheless!
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